300.8! Look to your right and you will see that I gave gained 8 lbs since late October. I did however weigh in last night. I knew I would gain. I knew I would be about 300. I was hoping to be under it but so be it. But this is the thing. I went to my sons 4th grade holiday performance which I will have to show you guys just cause he played the GONG! Anyway back on topic, we came home and after a good clean day of eating I ended up sitting down to some chips and deans french onion dip. Are you kidding me. What was I thinking? Why is it even in the house?
I am in a funk guys. I was at 301.6 on Aug 26 of this year. In just over 3 months I have managed to lose basically nothing. My motivation is for crap.
I can tell you that football season has not helped me. We are talking College not pros just so you guys know. But every weekend has been food and beer and tailgating. Just so you all know. Tailgating is not a key ingredient to success in weight loss. I have had fun no doubt but I had less fun knowing that I was hurting myself in the weight loss department.
Now there has been an ugly by product of those weekends. All the great habits I formed from January to August are gone. I rarely log on to the WW boards. I have not logged on to track anything in weeks. I have not been recording my weight. It is just painful.
I am going to try to refocus today. Only today and I will worry about tomorrow when it arrives. Today I will not go off plan. Today I will track everything I eat. Today I will exercise 30 minutes. Finally, today I will remove all the crap food from the house.